Lee Dewyze

So I know when someone is obsessed with something they absolutely love it sooo much but everyone else gets sooo annoyed. I get easily obsessed with things.

For instance, Lee Dewyze. I decided to watch this seasons American Idol and the first second I saw and heard Lee, I fell in love. Corny, I know, but I love him. Oh and not to mention him and I are from the exact same little outskirt town in Chicago.

Now, no one I know loves him as much as me, or even loves him for that matter, so it's kinda like a sting in the butt when no one understands me when I talk about Lee and listen to his music a lot. But I do have to say that it feels nice loving someone/something that no one else around me loves.

I wouldn't really call me loving Lee an "obsession". I actually don't know the right word for it yet, but I feel like even though he's not singing to me, there is this strong connection and I can feel it. I do know that he is like 7 years older then me, but I don't really care. It hasn't been that long since I've been a big Lee fan, and I already know a lot about him from observing his performances and such.

If Lee wins the whole thing, I hope he goes on his own "little" tour and I could hopefully meet him, but even seeing him live would totally be enough. That would honestly make my life. I'm just picturing it now! Ahhh.

So this post is pretty pointless, but anyways.. Just wanted to inform you that I really really love Leon Dewyze... I wonder if he would think I'm creepy, or even God forbid like me the slightest of bits?




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I was just thinking

So I was thinking and wondering, why does one get recognized the most only after they die? Really. I mean, if I died, I would only have my close relatives and best friend be at my funeral, because anyone else doesn't deserve to be there. I wanted you to care about me while I was ALIVE, not when I died.

I wish we could notice people who we don't normally notice, because when they're dead you'll notice them then.
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Better skidaddle outta there

So I just crossed the bridge over the canal to get home, and I spot an alligator just calmly floating in the water. It just stares at me with it's 'so called' dagger scary eyes. This was nothing new to me, and I always wondered what it thought when I walked passed it. "I want her for dinner" "she's cute" or "grrr get off me land, arrrg!" Who knows, but 2nd biggest thing I wonder is "is it afraid of ME?" So I decide to take a few shells and throw them near the alligator. Nothing. I take a rock and show it AT the alligator. Nothing. Not even the blink of an eye. So I scurry along before it decides to jump at me and attack unexpectedly.

But my number 1 wonderment about alligators is.... Can they sleep with their eyes open?
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Feeling of accomplishment

So me and my merry self walks home from my bus stop almost everyday. A lot of kids walk slow behind me, and a one girl walks incredibly fast in front of me. I got enough sleep last night so I was feeling a little big energized. I decided to have my own little race and catch up with (maybe even "beat") the girl who is always ahead of me. She is tall and takes big steps, I am medium height and take average steps. Catching up with her was a bit of a task, but I beat her. I looked like an idiot walking like a robotic speed-walker, but as I continue to walk home in this 85 degree heat, I feel accomplished.
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Justin Bieber's motto

So some of you have heard of Justin Bieber's motto "Be first or be last." I may say that is one stupid motto. So, if you're not at the very top in 1st place, then your last? Didn't know that. Well, why can't I be in the middle? Is there something so wrong about that? I think that that motto is just too under analyzed and a little bit cocky.
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So as I sit here in reading class watching a movie about nazi's, I come to realize that school isn't so bad as everyone makes it. What would you honestly be doing if you weren't in school? Working, sleeping, sitting on your couch eating a bag of chips? You never know, but I'm just sayin that school is worth your time and I enjoy it... sometimes... most of the time.
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I'm just me.

I'm not Dr. Phil or Oprah, but I am me. I'd like to give people some hope in the worst of trying times.

-you are loved.
-you will be loved.
-everything happens for a reason.
-life goes on, and gets better.
-just believe, and live.

All of the above = true.

Just live your life and only look back on the great things. Life may be the longest thing you do, but it will pass you by. Stop judging, criticizing, and hating. It wastes more time then you know.
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